Friday, February 26, 2010

No Teacher Left Behind


This is my response to the mass firing of an entire teaching staff of an inner-city school in Rhode Island this week. More info about it can be found at here.


Please try to hear the sarcasm in my voice as you read the last parts of this.

From a teachers perspective here is how I understand the situation. Your state accepts the no child left behind program. Which in a nutshell is: Fed gov. gives your state exorbitant amounts of money to help with education as long as your state follows specific curriculum and agrees that your teachers will be assessed by the ... See Moresuccess of their students on standardized tests. If a teachers students tests scores fall under a certain percentage, the teacher doesn't get a raise, or gets fired. If your schools standardized test scores fall under a certain percentage for a certain number of years, your school qualifies as a failing school and what happened in Rhode Island could be happening to your school.

I think that most people would whole-heatedly agree that there should be accountability in our educational system, especially when there is "a lot" of public money involved. The problem that we teachers have with this system is that TEACHERS are being evaluated by STUDENT performance. See the problem? How would you feel if lets say you were the best darn code-debugger in the whole department but your raises and even keeping your job depended not on how well you debugged and tested things, but by how many units of Microsoft office were sold that quarter? I know it's not the best example, but it kind of fits.
Why in the heck would I ever want to teach in an inner city or a lower economic school that has consistent low test scores? I could work my butt off and be the worlds greatest teacher ever, but if my students don't get a good grade on one lousily-written standardized test, I'm screwed. Would I risk it? No way. I'm gonna find the richest district I can find and then slack off, be a crappy teacher and watch my students get great scores and reap the benefit.

There-in lies the problem with no child left behind. Assessing the quality of our teachers and schools by a standardized test given to the students that cover 3 or 4 subjects is not the right in my humble opinion. Yes we need accountability. I don't think standardized tests are the answer. How do we asses band directors, football coaches, art teachers, etc? Clearly the answer is get rid of everything but math, science, grammar and turn our youth into the largest group of non-creative, boring robot zombies in the history of the world... or just send all those extra-curricular teachers to Rhode Island to get fired. That might just work too.

*Side note: Utah does not recieve any money from NCLB. That's right, not a single penny of the almost 1 BILLION dollars alloted to us. They just gave it away to other states. In Utah we fire our teachers becuase we don't have money to pay them and not because their students get bad test scores.
For more info about it I would suggest going to wikipedia. There is actually a ton of pretty decent information.

**Another side note: I find it quite amusing that Utah was the #1 anti-NCLB state. Why is this funny? We are the 2nd most republican state in the country and NCLB was Bush's first major bill he pushed through as a newly elected president. Anyone else see the humor?

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Soothing

Today I love...
surprise flowers and open windows. These roses smell really good and even though it isn't super sunny today, I didn't want them to die for lack of light. Therefore I opened the bedroom window blinds and curtains which haven't been opened for a few months. Not only good for flowers, but also good for making the house feel fresher after a day of rain and snow.

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Growing

Today I love...
1) how well Evan has been doing in preschool. Today I left him for more than half an hour and he did really well. We'll try the whole hour next week and see what happens. Eventually, we'll be able to start elongating the time he stays. He's so amazing.
2) how well Ryan is learning new words. Not only does he know the word "pizza," but he starts to say it and point when we drive by the Pizza Hut cloes to campus. Why is this so noteworthy? First, there is no slice of pizza on the Pizza Hut sign. Second, we haven't had Pizza Hut since our drive home from Illinois in November of 2008. He was only 5 months old! Tonight he also said a new word. He called me "silly" after Oliver was telling him to call me "Silly Mommy."
3) random walks in places I would never go if Oliver wasn't driven to see a rare Varied Thrush that hasn't been in the area in a very long time. Not only was the bird very pretty and unique, it was so fun to walk with the boys in a very isolated area-Jordan River Parkway-where we saw a total of 4 other individuals. Another exciting part of this is that Ryan was given his very own pair of binoculars so he would stop stealing the big expensive ones("MINE!" "SEE!"). At one point while he was walking hand in hand with Oliver, Oliver stopped and let go of his hand to look through his binoculars at a passing hawk. Ryan took two more steps before stopping, picking up his own binoculars and looking toward the sky. How I wish I had the camera to capture that priceless little image.

Monday, February 15, 2010

Who's teaching who?

To you and me it might look like Evan is hurting Ryan

But this is what Evan is trying to do:
It is breaking our heart trying to figure out how to teach Evan that his way of hugging everyone and everything might occasionally be hurting them. Even though we've been constantly telling him "No pulling hair," "Be soft," or "OK no more hugs," we have been taken aback by the overwhelming love he shows to everyone, whether it be grandma, sunbeam classmate, litte brother, aunt, or random girl in our building. I wish there was a way to tell people "I promise that even though he may pull your hair, gouge your eyes, or scratch your neck while hugging you, he's just trying to tell you he loves you."

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Queen for a Day

Today I love...
feeling special. I was allowed to sleep in. Oliver woke up and got the boys out of their cribs and let me stay in bed. Then he made them breakfast and I was surprised by two fluffy pancakes brought to me in bed on our "You Are Special" plate by a very little boy and a very cute man who each had a kiss for me.
After lunch it was just me and my babies and after a little playing I sat down on the couch. The next thing I knew, it was 15 minutes later and there were two boys cuddled up next to me on the couch asleep! This hasn't happened in so long that I didn't want to move. So I enjoyed it a little longer-the three of us taking a mini nap together-before putting them in their beds and letting them have a real nap.
Then to top the day off, Oliver and I were able to go out to dinner by ourselves.
It was a really happy day and I did feel really special. Thank you Oliver for knowing I need those days every once in a while.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

10 on the 10th

Today I love...
Papa. Happy Birthday!

And it is time for February's 10 photos on the 10th!(They aren't in the order I want, but it'll do...)
#1 Evan was a little cranky today. We saw this face a few times which is more than normal.

#2 This photo is in honor of Papa. He made this balance beam for the boys and Ryan loves to jump off it.
#3 We bought a Wii recently or a "pow pow" as Ryan calls it.

#4 Another woodworking gift from Papa. I've noticed that when we get more than one of these 7 cars out at a time, Ryan likes to line them up all nice and neat.

#5 Evan also enjoys them in his own way.

#6 This is another shot of the beam, but also a shot of what today has been like...Evan continually pulling on Ryan's shirt and Ryan wanting no part in it.

#7 Evan enjoys pulling out the plastic bags from the trash cans. Luckily, this one was emty & clean.

#8 I stepped inside the apartment for a minute and then I realize that Evan has snuck down the stairs. Ryan soon followed(usually its the other way around).

#9 Downstairs in the piano room. I caught him in the middle of a song.

#10 And the ending photo of the day. My three boys. I just love the variety of expressions... Happy February 10th!

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Reflections

Today I love...
This comment from my February 1st post:
Oh, I have to say that I totally think that love can be cleansing and washing, especially from the Savior. I also know that love can be purifying when it is right but hard to love. It will strip you of pride and help you be humble...It offers a much deeper meaning to this month of love. An example of love like the Savior loves. Thanks for this.
And thank you, Anna. I was touched by the connections you made to the cleansing love of our Savior. Today I spent some time in Primary again and they were talking about the Savior and his love for us. He loved us so much that He took our sins as His own in the Garden of Gethsemane. He loved us so much that He died for us. He loved us so much that He was resurrected so that one day, we can do the same. Heavenly Father loves us just as much as well because He gave us His Son to do all those things. We were given this beautiful world and everything in it to help us grow closer to being more like God. That cleansing love that Anna mentions is what helps us get there. One little step at a time, one breath at a time. We may make mistakes, but if we are able to recognize them and purify our lives the best way we know how, we will be blessed. We will be able to slowly gain that love that the Savior and His Father has for us. Thank you for the reminder, Anna, that God's love can strip us of pride and help us be humble. In his class, Evan's teacher asked the little three year olds, "What has Heavenly Father given you that makes you happy?" Answers ranged from toys, to mom & dad, to a boat ride. Heavenly Father gave Evan the ability to laugh and find joy in so many things. He has given Ryan the joy of curiousity and discovery. He has given Oliver the beauty of the world to enjoy and learn from and about. He has given me, as mentioned yesterday, three beautiful souls to care for, love, and learn from. Hope your Sabbath Day is a happy one.

Saturday, February 6, 2010

Days Off

Today I love...
My boys. All three of them. I love being able to play with them. The other day we were doing laundry and running around the basement where there is also a piano room for the residents. Ryan found it and so we played the piano together while Evan ran around(always coming back to check on us) and it was just fun and soothing. I love being able to spend so much time as a family together. That is one blessing that I know won't last forever, but am grateful that I have that even if its taken for granted. While Oliver and I don't always take the time to do things as just a couple, I really do love doing things with the four of us. I had a happy moment today. We had spent the afternoon meandering up past Provo Canyon, looking at the different things we could come across, finding birds for Oliver's list and exploring a state park's visitor's center. After all that, we stopped at an ice cream shop and shared two shakes together. We sat in the booth together and were feeding the boys alternately or having to share spoons with Ryan or stop them from climbing onto the table and it just made me happy to have my world in front of my eyes. Two adorable boys and the love of my life. That's what I love today and everyday.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Smiles

Today I love...
Evan and his new blog Through an Angel's Eyes. Oliver has been taking pictures of him regularly and posting them. It's a recently started blog, but it is interesting to especially find a certain situation photo worthy or to remember to take a photo of him every couple days at least. It's entertaining. And, no, we don't leave Ryan out of the process. He gets his fair share of photos too. :)

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Groundhog Day

Today, I love...
family field trips with our resident birdwatcher, Oliver. Even though Tuesdays have, in past semesters, been long and stressful days, Oliver was able to take us on a field trip before lunch to find an owl that roosts on this one specific tree by the Provo Airport. It was fun...and creepy. He kept watching me while I took his picture(as seen in the post below).

Long-eared Owl

Megan took this picture today. Cool, huh!

Monday, February 1, 2010

February

According to wikipedia.org, February comes from latin terms meaning purification. Cleansing. Washing. Perhaps I can be inspired to purify my life a little more.

No, February doesn't have to be all about love. But why not?

Today, I love...
that Oliver is back home. He spent the weekend in St. George at a Birding Festival. He had a good time. So good that when he was in class today, he really wanted to be outside looking for more birds. I'm glad he had a good time, but the boys missed the male influence in the house. They love that their Daddy is home too.